Destiny
Destiny Changes
It's funny how a single phone call can change your life forever. Everything you have known ripped away from you in one single statement. Nobody ever expects to feel as if his or her life had just ended and there is no way to get it back. The emotions that flow through you at that moment make you wish you were dead or that you could turn back time and change that one single moment. The moment where you lost you're best friend and your first love. The countless moments when you wanted to die.
I was lying in bed in my room in the basement of my mother's house. It was a dark room with gray walls and non-escapable windows. The room was always cold and chilly. There were pictures on the walls of kitty cats and my family and friends. The room was full of things that I have collected over the years. Books lined a bookshelf along with photo albums. Letters and notes where lying on my bookshelf and dresser from friends and family. I had a candle burning next to my bed that smelled of blueberry.
I was feeling lazy and was still in my pajamas. I was thinking of the night before and how much I had to drink. My headache was making it sound like I had a band playing in my mind. Exhaustion was overwhelming.
My phone had been ringing all morning and I was not in the mood to talk to anybody. The ignore button came in handy that morning. I had different ring tones in my phone for all of my close friends. Christina Millian Dip it low was a tone I had not heard in a long time. When I looked at my phone, I was both shocked and excited. My dear friend Tenneille.
I answered the phone with a little bit of pep in my voice. Needless to say I was not ready to hear what she had to say. I didn't get very good reception on my cell phone in my room so I had asked her to hold on while I walked up the stairs to the living room. I walked up those winding metal stairs in a different way then I had ever before. I had this strange...
View Full Essay